She's Lost That Loving Feeling

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Look at that sweet adoring look, she LOVES ME, I just gave her boob for 16 of the last 24 hours.
I'd give anything for that look right now.
Instead of MOOOOMMM, rolling of eyes and guttural noises.
Maybe it is a strange juxtaposition.
I gave two thirds of my day to her then AND now.
I feel completely drained at the end of the day. Then AND now.
Parenting is hard work.
I take it seriously, I don't want to make big mistakes.
i care what I put out into the universe, it's my most important job.